Feeling shitty. Thats about that, feeling shitty. It sucks realizing that someone didn't care. It's a hard feeling to understand. Its actually really impossible to understand. Its pretty crazy.
I'm having a hard time with it. Comprehending it. Soaking it in. Rejecting it. Accepting it. Everything. I love my friends. I really do. I need help though. Its just like heart break is hard I guess. I hope I didn't make anyone feel this way. Like I never cared. Because I did. Or atleast I think I cared. I never did anything malicious, dirty, or intentional.
I want to be free of this. What can I do to be free of it?! Its so so hard. Its like whats the best route to take. My anger will never cease. But is true forgiveness possible. God I tried. Holy fuck I wanted to forgive and make that be that.
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